D Day

Today is the day that I will officially lose my twins, D&C. I am a little nervous, anxious, frightened, sad, basically pretty emotional. I really hope that my doc figures out what is going on with my body. I want to have a healthy pregnancy. I want to be able to carry my children to term. Our high school health teachers lie! They make it sound like it's so easy to get pregnant. I guess they use that as a scare tactic so teens won't have sex. If I knew it would be this hard for me to conceive, I would have started years ago.