Saturday, August 21, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
1. plastic cups
2. glass cups
3. silverware and cooking utensils
6. Things with ooey gooey's on them like pots and pans
I just hate thinking that people was them in another order than this! The things that touch my mouth first will be washed first!! I dont want my forks sitting in a sink of ooey gooey things only then to be placed in my mouth!!!
You know husband, if we just had a dishwasher life would be soo much better!!
So far the only side effect is that I am extremely tired.
I go in on the 23rd to my OB for my annual check up. He wants to discuss what I need to do on what days during my cycle. I have a sono on the 30th to check if the clomid is working. Then on CD 21 more progesterone testing!!
2yrs and still going.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Saturday, August 14, 2010
I just wish there was a magic button that i could push and make everything better. Allow me to hold my three precious angel babies in my arms. Allow my uterus to decide to house a baby.
I'm just so tired of failure. I feel like I've failed my motherly duties. I've failed my husband to bring him a child. I failed to make us a family....
TTC sucks when all we have had is negative. Just for once, just once, I would love something positive to come out of this. But, will it ever......
The day mommy and daddy got to see you for the first time Baby J was just so amazing. We heard your beautiful heartbeat and saw you moving around. I decided to make copies of this photo and put it in frames. One for me and daddy and one for each of your grandmothers. That was the best day of my life.
Then when we had that appt where we found out you stopped growing. I came home, saw your picture in the frame. I don't think I've ever cried soo much.
To this day whenever I look at that picture my soul becomes flooded with joy and sorrow. I know eventually I will have a child growing and staying with me.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
- My husband
- My sweet doggies, Rosco and Daisy
- My angel babies
- My family
- My dearest friends
- My job as a teacher
- The smell of playdough
- Chicken (I could live off of this food)
- Ice cream
- Books, books, books!!
- Swimming my day away
- The feel of the sun against my skin
- Snuggeling with my husband and my doggies
- The smell of bleach
- Clean clothes and sheets
- My home
- My car
Okay deep breaths....
My all time favorite book is.......The Wizard of Oz! There is just something about that book that captures all of my mind, all of my attention, all of my love.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Comedy, horror, romantic, romantic-comedy, Disney....WOW! It's too hard to choose! My husband and I just love to watch movies. I think my favorite genre is comedy of any sort. But I still do love me some Disney. My pick for favorite movie is....Drum roll please........Meet the Robinsons! There is just something about this movie that captures my heart, makes me want to reach and achieve all of my dreams. This moving is very inspiring. Honestly I could watch this movie each and every day.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
So without further adieu : DAY 1 ~ My favorite song
WOW! This is going to be much harder than I thought. I have so many great songs in my life. I am a very musically inclined person. Playing a musical instrument for over 8 years will do that to a person. Let's see.... My facorite song has to be "Just a Girl" by No Doubt. I have always been a HUGE GYNORMOUS No Doubt fan. I remember beign a little girl at my grandmothers house rockin' it out on her porch to this group. I totally think I rocked the air gutiar! Oh and her outfits! Gwen, you are just amazing!! Lo and behold my first ever concert :2009 No Doubt at the Verizon Wireless Music Center in Indy. Yep, I'm a No Doubt junkie!
- DAY 1 ~ My favorite song
- DAY 2 ~ My favorite movie
- DAY 3 ~ My favorite television program
- DAY 4 ~ My favorite book
- DAY 5 ~ My favorite quote
- DAY 6 ~ 20 of my favorite things
- DAY 7 ~ A photo that makes you happy
- DAY 8 ~ A photo that makes you angry/sad
- DAY 9 ~ A photo you took
- DAY 10 ~ A photo taken over 10 years ago of you
- DAY 11 ~ A recent photo of you
- DAY 12 ~ Something you are OCD about
- DAY 13 ~ A fictional book
- DAY 14 ~ A nonfictional book
- DAY 15 ~ My dream house
- DAY 16 ~ A song that makes you cry
- DAY 17 ~ A piece of art
- DAY 18 ~ My wedding
- DAY 19 ~ My talent
- DAY 20 ~ My hobby
- DAY 21 ~ A recipe
- DAY 22 ~ A website
- DAY 23 ~ A youtube video
- DAY 24 ~ Where I live
- DAY 25 ~ My day
- DAY 26 ~ My week
- DAY 27 ~ My worst habit
- DAY 28 ~ In my purse
- DAY 29 ~ My hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days
- DAY 30 ~ My dream for the future